February 2011
This is my brain on 7 hours of Art History
I am messaging Ryan about how addicting FB is how much cool points he lost for getting one and that it will be the end of his real life social life. Shit got real.
Then Livy is talking about being a gum hoarder and the school’s condom grams, condom fashion show, and vagina monologues. Yes. Those things actually exist. And yes I plan to get a condom gram. Besides my ritual chinese food and...
January 2011
crazy night
full of rage, joy, excitement, half drunkenness, live music that shouldn’t really be considered music (just angry drummers), print making, my face being transformed into Lou Ferrigno’s, and the sweet sweet smell of mary-jane.
After dinner I decided to just stay in and watch movies because I have to be on set tomorrow for 12 hours and I wasn’t sure what time, but obviously...
I guess I’m seeing a therapist every week now. I went that one time last week to calm down before class and I had to go to a appointment today, and then he scheduled me again for one next week. It’s not the worst thing. Maybe he can fix me. Plus it’s just like it is in the movies. I get to lay down on a couch and drink as much water and eat as many cookies as I want. It’s actually pretty ...
my morning class
get’s canceled which is good news because I have a migraine and the last thing I want to do is get out of bed….but then spanish people with hammers happened outside my window.
I need a new month
"snakes for hands"
I thought we were in college. My mistake.
I went out tonight...
for a friends birthday. I met them at Lee Roy Selmon’s and ordered quesidilla’s and didn’t even want to eat them because I felt sick and depressed all day, and then went to her house for a party. I really didn’t feel like going because I felt so bad but I promised her. I left early and now I’m back in the dorm wanting to cry myself to sleep, but that would probably wake up my roommate….so...
Let me tell you a story...
about a girl who had a day that felt like a week. I woke up not feeling refreshed and pumped about classes like I usually do. I just kept hitting the snooze button. I went to outtakes to get my morning coffee and their coffee machine was broken. So I didn’t get my much needed to process life caffeine. I went to painting class and my easel fell over and my drawing board fell on my head, I...
“The last few months I have been living with this couple. Yeah, you know, the kind who buy everything in doubles.They fit together like a puzzle and I love their love and I am thankful that someone actually receives the prize that was promised by all those fairy tales that drugged us. They still do me. I’m sick, lonely, no laurel tree, just green envy. Will my number come up eventually?...
I’ve just been engulfed by sadness, and the sadder thing is…I don’t even know why I’m sad. I knew at one point, but I got distracted. I forgot why I was sad, and I forgot what distracted me. What is this mess? I’ve been thinking a lot about love and sex, and them together, and them separate. Today that was all I thought about. All I talked about. I had to draw a naked man i figure(photo to...
So this term the tables are turned. At least for right now. Livy has so much homework and I was able to get all of mine done before noon. I’ve been falling asleep around eight and Amy Robinson is screening tonight and I want to be able to stay awake for it. I hope the monster doesn’t let me down. I’m watching Grey’s Anatomy and my love for Seattle is returning. I know that it’s...
new year new blog
I’ve tried this before. A personal Tumblr. Never worked. That’s why this time I have to keep this promise to myself…which is to have a place to quickly vent and capture and document my life online. That’s what we do now right? My willingness to keep this personal blog alive is not following anyone that posts pretty pictures or attractive men doing pretty photo shoots. I deleted my facebook,...
It's 6am and the world is spinning
Five things you will find if you open my bag:
My purple & green wallet
Spearmint gum
Bag of medicine
Blackberry
Keys
Five things in my bedroom:
TV
Queen sized bed
Books
Movies
Dresser
Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
Travel
Write
Fall in love
Raise a child
Move out of FL
Five things that make me very happy:
Tumblr
Harry Potter
Curling up and watching a...
